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Tsang Jai | 18th Apr 2011, 03:44 | 家。拔萃, 我係嚟實習嘅護士學生l~ | (122 Reads)
I am sorry
for wasted so much time for these years

Ever since leaving DBS, I haven't been doing my own job properly
Didn't really have the chance to make good use of my time, not to mention studying
so much time
so much time wasted

A year 4 nursing student, only capable of passing those stupid exams
would that be sufficient in making one a successful nurse in the future?
I think not

I have been disappointing for many years
I know that I have disappointed my parents, my friends, and myself.

I was brought up in such a wonderful enviornment.
Having friends who really cared about you (all of the friends indeed)
Studied in the best schools on earth and finally
Admitted in a quite respected field
Yet I have never ever made good use of that  

Four years
I haven't spent any effort on studying nor tried my best in any aspect

DBS boys certainly have the advantage to do well
only working a bit would already excel among the others
yet I chose not to do so and simply aiming for a pass

I felt so embarrassed

 

I know I could not continue living in that manner and something must be changed
I could not resist any kind of temptation,
like sitting in front of a computer not playing Rainbow Six or facebook but studying
therefore I shall get rid of all of them if possible

Right from this moment,
I shall try as hard as possible to chase back what I have lost in these four years
And I promise I shall never ever disappoint anyone again

As mentioned before, I am not a man of high determination
I dunno how long such an incentive to strive for a better future would last
yet I know all of u guys would always be at my side supporting me

All I look for from now on are a little bit of support from my friends
just regular meals and gatherings or siu yehs with you guys outside the time for studying

Do the right things at the right time
and it is the time for me to look forward and have a better plan for the future

Lets see if things would turn better in this way

Really love to have all of you as friends
Now and forever.